On as the world turns, i think meg is so jealous that damian is giving most of his attention to lily. but i?

see it like this: lily didn't ask for damian's help, but he keeps ing in to try and comfort her after the loss of her husband (even though he isn't really dead). i just think she is so damn selfish and jealous, and she was like that before holden was even in that accident. and why the hell does she talk so low when she's delivering her lines sometimes. it's like she's whispering, and u can't hardly hear her unless u have the caption on your tv. but i know other characters on the show do that as well, but i just happen to notice that she does it more than anyone on the show